She lives...
Oct. 10th, 2010 07:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wild_terrain Heya gorgeous girlies (and guys?),
I'm really sorry that I've been MIA for a while. I suppose to sum things up in a nutshell, I haven't been in the mood to write TB;MS for a few weeks. I think it is a mixture of just uni mayhem, hitting another DBSK slump, and my grandfather passing away. Granddad dying and what happened afterward was too close to some things in TB;MS so I didn't want to even think about writing it during that period. Now I've been hit with one of those ongoing DBSK slumps where you just can't even look at any of their faces without being hit with cold nostalgia, enough to make you want to bawl. As Hyde sings in Shallow Sleep, I have currently become this:
I'll get out of the slump as I always do. But you guys are in the same boat I am sure, having your happy days and then feeling like you'll never be as happy as you used to be because of the loss of DBSK. Anyways, don't want to sound morbid, coz god knows I already made some people cry reading my rant at my personal LJ. ^^;;
I'm really sorry that I've been MIA for a while. I suppose to sum things up in a nutshell, I haven't been in the mood to write TB;MS for a few weeks. I think it is a mixture of just uni mayhem, hitting another DBSK slump, and my grandfather passing away. Granddad dying and what happened afterward was too close to some things in TB;MS so I didn't want to even think about writing it during that period. Now I've been hit with one of those ongoing DBSK slumps where you just can't even look at any of their faces without being hit with cold nostalgia, enough to make you want to bawl. As Hyde sings in Shallow Sleep, I have currently become this:
An artist without a brush
Can't paint upon the canvas
Without you here there is no colour
A colourless landscape
Can't paint upon the canvas
Without you here there is no colour
A colourless landscape
I'll be back when I'm back. Just need to collect myself again before I can put the pen to paper. Coz trust me, I'm going to need all of my mind with me for the next chapter of TB;MS onwards. From here the plot is planned to speed right up to reach the point of the fic. It's gonna be complicated to write and I don't want to keep you hanging in the middle of that saga if my muse dies again. LOL!
I'll try and be back ASAP. ^^
Love you all lots. <3
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Date: 2010-10-11 03:08 am (UTC)But then a friend of mine finally gave her grad gift to me and its dbsk socks! *squeel* Maybe its fate that it was delayed cuz it came at the right time. I realized I still really do love them. I hope you get out of that slump like I did =)
My condolences to you.