She lives...

[wild_terrain]

 Heya gorgeous girlies (and guys?),

I'm really sorry that I've been MIA for a while. I suppose to sum things up in a nutshell, I haven't been in the mood to write TB;MS for a few weeks. I think it is a mixture of just uni mayhem, hitting another DBSK slump, and my grandfather passing away. Granddad dying and what happened afterward was too close to some things in TB;MS so I didn't want to even think about writing it during that period. Now I've been hit with one of those ongoing DBSK slumps where you just can't even look at any of their faces without being hit with cold nostalgia, enough to make you want to bawl. As Hyde sings in Shallow Sleep, I have currently become this:

An artist without a brush
Can't paint upon the canvas
Without you here there is no colour
A colourless landscape

 

I'll get out of the slump as I always do. But you guys are in the same boat I am sure, having your happy days and then feeling like you'll never be as happy as you used to be because of the loss of DBSK. Anyways, don't want to sound morbid, coz god knows I already made some people cry reading my rant at my personal LJ. ^^;;

I'll be back when I'm back. Just need to collect myself again before I can put the pen to paper. Coz trust me, I'm going to need all of my mind with me for the next chapter of TB;MS onwards. From here the plot is planned to speed right up to reach the point of the fic. It's gonna be complicated to write and I don't want to keep you hanging in the middle of that saga if my muse dies again. LOL!

I'll try and be back ASAP. ^^
Love you all lots. <3

Comments

[moon1084.livejournal.com]

I'm in the guys category LMAO!

[wild-terrain.livejournal.com]

You know it! Sexy man bitch. <3

[kattan69.livejournal.com]

Take care of yourself my dear....and wish you all the best!....^-^

[wild-terrain.livejournal.com]

Thanks Kat~~ <333

[jaeftw.livejournal.com]

Now I've been hit with one of those ongoing DBSK slumps where you just can't even look at any of their faces without being hit with cold nostalgia, enough to make you want to bawl.

i know exactly what you mean bb T__T

good luck with everything, and sorry for your grandad *hugs*

take care and we'll be waiting for your comeback (:

[brailleun.livejournal.com]

Loves ya back ♥!

[flidi.livejournal.com]

DBSK lost....
Goodbyes are always hard, but i believe this is not their decision and not definitive. They hurt likewise, than we, we have to favour them. Do never forget what was given to us.
TB,MS- i miss this story, but i will wait patiently. I hope that you return soon. I wish you the best.

[whiky.livejournal.com]

fighting!!
just want to tell you this. :D

[rurutia88.livejournal.com]

i'll always support u...so don't be stressed out k!
i'll be a good girl, sitting here and waited for ur next update k.
HWAITING & GANBATTE NE!!

[hana-kiree.livejournal.com]

Oh gosh... talk about the ongoing slump~ Only those who're in the same situation would understand (ie DBSK fans)... we must look like idiots in front those who don't understand us... lol~ Aigooo~~~ Sometimes I wonder if this will be on-going like...forever...eeeppsss~ But I don't want to leave DBSK indefinitely *pout* What to do bb? huhuhuhu~

p/s: Sorry bout ur grandfather. May he rest in peace.

[maxieminnie9.livejournal.com]

That dbsk slump almost got me last week after I saw Yoochun's newest tattoo online. That was like the first time this pain just suddenly hit me and I was sad for the rest of the night. siggghhhh

But then a friend of mine finally gave her grad gift to me and its dbsk socks! *squeel* Maybe its fate that it was delayed cuz it came at the right time. I realized I still really do love them. I hope you get out of that slump like I did =)

My condolences to you.

[blackcherriess.livejournal.com]

*big hugs* take your time and rest well(: i'll wait no matter how long it takes for you. i just hope you'll feel better soon <3

P.S. i'm sorry for not commenting on chap 23 yet. a little caught up in life and you deserve a loooong comment so i'm still in the midst of structuring my thoughts(:

[kiyazawa.livejournal.com]

im so sorry for your granddad,,
take care bb..
*huggles*

yup, yup,,
i know what you feel about the boys,, it hurts me too..
aisshh,, i already cry too much because of this, ><

and, don't worry, take your time,,
we'll be waiting for you,,
^^

[linhchipham.livejournal.com]

I'm really sorry about your grandfather.
It's ok.Take your time.I know you don't let us down.Your fic worth for waiting.
Love you too.