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Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
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Chapter: [21 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…


Trailer:
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A/N: Get ya chap 21 hot off the press. XD

Silence filled the room... )
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Okay so I was bored and decided to join in the trend that a lot of my f-list were doing. And after submitting an excerpt from TB;MS I got:



I write like
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I Write Like by Mémoires, Mac journal software. Analyze your writing!





Hahah rightio..... XD
For the record, I tried it several times using different parts of TB;MS and got other people too LOL! I doubt my writing is THAT inconsistent. Gotta love these fun, random meme things though. XD


Okay lemme get to updating TB;MS now!! XDDD
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Heya~ How are ma homies?? XD

Anyhoos, two random updates here. Updates with my life that is, not my current fic perse. ^^;;

1). I've been shamelessly distracted with the recent JYJ concerts (can anyone say 'obsessed'? XD) so my writing muse was buried beneath: 
~ OMG NOOO THEY CRIEDDD....
~ AHAHAH JUNSU IS SO UNCOMFORTABLE DOING YAOI FANSERVICE WITH JAE......
~ CHUN, YOUR FOREHEAD IS TAKING UP HALF MY SCREEN!.... etc.
But now that the concerts are over for now, I can get back to my writing. XD

Oh, and I went away with my family on the weekend to the place which first inspired me to have a creepy island as part of my fic setting. When we arrived in the town a few days ago, the whole island I use for a model was cast in a black shadow from a cloud or something whilst everywhere else beside it was bright and light green. It looked so creepy and ominous! Just like how it is in the fic. Freaky... lol. And I also was able to visit a wharf that my mother and aunt used to go to in their childhood, and let's just say that I spent my time observing the boats and stuff there with a very close eye coz I'll need it later with TB;MS. Talk about inspiration! Can't say anything more about that topic coz I'd be treading on 'spoiler' territory... >D


2). I needed something to do with my hands whilst the Tokyo Dome concerts were going on so I wouldn't go insane wishing to be there, and wouldn't get depressed feeling sorry for HoMin since they couldn't participate either. So I finalllly got off my butt to make a YunJae fanvid as a homage to Korea's Best Kept Secret. We all have different way of dealing with stress and anxiety--for the weekend, my method was to block everything out but my laptop screen and YunJae! Worked pretty well. I definitely recommend it, LOL!!! Anyhoos, here is the finished product if you were curious:




Anyway, I better get my act together and write again. :P
See ya soon, hopefully~ <3
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Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
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Chapter: [20.5 / ?]


READ PART ONE OF THIS CHAPTER FIRST! 
OTHERWISE IT'S NOT GONNA MAKE MUCH SENSE 
TO YOU AND YOU'LL FEEL LIKE A DICK. XD

 
CHAP 20 - PART 2... )
wild_terrain: (JJ Believe)
Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
Banner (Made beautifully by love_cassiopeia
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Chapter: [20 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…


Trailer:
CLICK TO WATCH~~


A/N: Hey dudes and dudettes! Sorry for the wait. This is a pretty big chapter to make up for it. (Or not really big to make up for the wait, but rather the length is the REASON why it took so long to update hahaha.) Tis split into two parts. Hope you like. ^___^ <3



Something was wrong... )
wild_terrain: (JJ Believe)
Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
Banner (Made beautifully by love_cassiopeia
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Chapter: [19 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…


Trailer:
CLICK TO WATCH~~


A/N: Heyaaaa. Me again. You do remember me, right? You don't? Oh nooooo! *sobs* lols


Warm water splattered over my head... )
wild_terrain: (JJ Believe)
Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
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Chapter: [18 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…

 
Trailer: CLICK TO WATCH~~


A/N: I love you guys so much, and so here is the next chapter for you! However, I would like to write a big warning before you read it. This chapter happens to contain some...sensitive issues and
I don't want to upset anyone, so please take care when reading. ^^;;

Yunho's breath against my ear... )
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About to slip into bed, but before I did I thought I should keep you guys updated with stuff instead of giving you a blank screen these days. ^^

I hate spamming flists which is probably why I don't often do this, but hey, I guess it's about time to do so again. ^^

I'd like to thank you guys for all your patience so far. I really am touched that you still have The Beaon; My Siren in your mind, and knowing that has definitely helped give me a bit of a push along. I guess my main problem in recent weeks is that I'm currently half-way though an intense creative writing course at my university and every week we need to churn out writing. It kind of saps all of the creativity out of my mind and leaves me looking at a blank page in my fic writing book with a headache and urges to yawn. When I enrolled in the course I knew that it would interfere with my fic updates, but I knew I had to do it anyway in order to improve my own skills to write better chapters for you guys. It doesn't help that The Beacon; My Siren is a highly conceptual fanfic and even though once you finish reading the whole thing the plot may seem slighty straight forward, there are so many tiny details that need to go into each chapter in order for the big picture to be conveyed as well as I want it to be. I'm quite the perfectionist so it drives me nutttts when I think I've failed to write something small but important into the chapter, so it's like having to go through each sentence with a giant magnifying glass. Gosh, there is so much to think about whilst writing!! I hate focalisation, dammit!!! XDDD *whine whine whine* *slaps herself*

But yeh, aside from that rant, I think I'm ready to give the course the middle finger this week and try and shift most of my creativity onto the fic instead. It's about time my fic got some attention instead of annoying little creative writing exercises. :P

So hopefully if all goes well I might be able to get a new chapter out for you guys sooner rather than later. Don't expect it to be brilliant though, coz after attending this writing course I feel like there are these massive weights on my shoulders. It is so damn true when people say that the more you know, the more you realise how much you DON'T actually know, lol!! Don't you just hate that feeling that the things you write are utter shit unless you have a straight 24 hours to mold it properly? And lemme tell ya, my brain gets tired so early. Suckyyyy. *pouts*

Hope to see you guys again soon. ^___~ *hugs to everyone*
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Hey y'all!

Okee dokee then... What to say, what to say.. This is normally the type of entry I make at my personal LJ, but since this also involves my fic I figured I might as well just be lazy and only type it up over here. XD

About to type a long rant thingy. I've highlighted the main points so you don't have to read through all of it. Me and my incoherent thoughts, sheesh, I swear, I'm so crap at writing things concisely, LOL!

I'm on 2 weeks uni break right now, whoo hoo! But only 3 days of that are gonna be spent at home. Every other day I am away with my family going to various places. For most of that period I'll have PC access thank god, lol! Although I guess after all that has happened so far, maybe that isn't such a blessing after all.

I was with my family at the beach for the past 5 days. There was no internet access at our flat, so I was fortunate enough to be sheltered away from all the recent DBSK news.
[info]moon1084  texted me the news in a nice, calm way (thank you for not freaking me out, bb! XD) so I was able to think on it before I returned back to my internet and was bombarded by twitter updates and news articles and friend freak-outs, lol.

I feel kinda strange about the new Avex news. A huge part of me is saying: DUH!! This news was inevitable! I was just biding my time until it became an official announcement. And now it has come. So why am I so depressed still? It doesn't make sense. And really, with things being so sticky, we always knew it was only a matter of time before their Japanese activities would stop as well. Just look at the recent 'activities' they did in Japan - releases of Best Of albums, DVDs and a single -- all of which were never promoted. Not one tv interview. Rare magazine shoots. Practically nothing. Of course they wouldn't be able to continue on in Japan for now if they can't even promote! And yet......I'm still mourning. Crazy, isn't it!

And DUH, we all know that the case isn't that their relationship has gone sour. Of course they are still close and brothers! That's not really why I am sad. I'm sad because it's officially the end of an era -- an era that had so much impact on my life. All of us have doubtlessly gone through many horrific, awful obstacles in the past few years, and DBSK were the people who were there for us. I know this is the case for me (as I ranted on twitter XD). Through all the times I struggled to smile and felt so weighed down by the whole world, DBSK were the ONE stable thing in my life that were always there for me. They were my salvation, the safe place I could go to when I needed to hide from the world. And even though none of them are dead, and they all still love each other, the fact still does remain that they aren't going to be able to provide this safe haven for me any longer (until god knows when in the future when they are able to get together as a group again). I need to accept that I can't depend on them anymore like I used to. I need to find something else to distract me from life and give me smiles. I will always love them, that is never gonna change, but I really must move on in a sense. Half of my heart is still living in the 2007 era when DBSK were my everything. I need to gently coax that half of my heart away from that era, because it's gone now. I can't live in the past no matter how comforting it might seem in theory. For that, I need time. I think a lot of us need time just to step back, mourn for the old DBSK, and then feel better and become strong enough to cheer them on in their future endeavors as solo artists. I'm not saying they are solo forever!! Gosh, no. Please don't misunderstand my words, lols. I just mean that right now it is clear that solo activies is all we'll be lucky enough to get until evvvvverything gets sorted out. Everyone needs a time out! DBSK and their fans. XD

So it's a lot to think about and deal with. Naturally, I'm not in the best state of mind to be working on my fanfics. The characters live independently from the DBSK world, and they don't deserve to suffer because I'm in mourning and trapped in temporary nostalgia. I want the best for those characters, because I love them in a different way. So I might not be able to write for a few weeks as I grapple with the recent events in my life. I'm sure I'm not the only one needing a slight breather and time out to just compose ourselves. Everyone needs time to themselves, after all.

It certainly doesn't help that I've had to say goodbye to my brother as he leaves for Shanghai. He's working there for at least 7 months, and I'm gonna miss him like hell. Seeing him off at the airport again was a little emotional to say the least (especially when I see his boyfriend cryinnnng, and knowing that I can't do much at all to make him feel less lonely in coming weeks ><). So I've had to temporarily had to say goodbye to my bro AND TVXQ at the same time. Tough times, y'all!!

SO I guess here is my summary: I just need a smaaaaall time out here. I'm gonna continue writing my fics and loving Yunjae and DBSK, but when I've had time to become strong again. It won't take too long coz I am a fighter and a realist, but meh, there it is all the same.
It's true that right now I don't feel up to writing more of The Beacon; My Siren, but I thankfully AM in the mood to edit Echo of Dawn and get it ready for publication. At least I won't feel guilty for just sitting here and doing NOTHING, haha. At least DAWN is getting some benefits lol!


So yeh. See you guys soon! For now I'll be distracting myself on my twitter, because it's easier than ranting huge, incoherent chunks on my LJs hahah! <333

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ECHO OF DUSK is now available for paperback purchase. ^^


Hey guys, I finally got over my issues (lol) and can happily announce that if any of you guys are interested in purchasing Echo of Dusk in paperback from lulu.com, you can now do so. ^____^ 

It is a total of 272 pages for roughly $14 (USD). It seems that was the cheapest I could get it, so I hope that is okay! All the book information, previews and ordering options are over at lulu.com on this page right
HERE. When I next have spare time I will also work on getting Echo of Dawn published as well so we can all have the full set all pretty on our bookshelf LOL!


My own copy arrived a few days ago and I had a quick look over it (been so damn busy lately T_T) and it seems to be pretty nice. I took some photos to celebrate the moment, haha!
Here is the front cover. And here is the back cover. (LMAO, I didn't realise when I took the photo of the back cover but you can kinda see my JaeJoong cell phone strap on the corner of the couch. I'm so messy dumping my shit everywhere, aishhh. XD)


Okay this is me, over and out for now! I'll be curled up on my bed in a fetal position trying to finish the next TB;MS chapter, lols)
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Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
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Chapter: [17 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…

 
Trailer: CLICK TO WATCH~~


A/N: Okay, okay, phew, it's here! It's unbeta-ed though, coz I wanted to get this up ASAP since I am way behind in my posting schedule. Anyhoos, to refresh our memories, Yun just told Jae that he dreamt about someone called Jayden etc.

I couldn't take my eyes off Yunho... )
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Hey guys,

I'm almost done working on the next chapter of The Beacon; My Siren. Stay tuned for it. ^^


But to anyone reading this I just wanted to let this out right now:

I know I said that I was considering turning Echo of Dusk/Dawn into a hardcopy book with lulu.com, but right now I am considering against it. I just don't want to deal with that site right now, to be honest. Something happened and I am realllllllllly disgusted and pissed off and unimpressed, so for the moment I am canning my attempts to use lulu.com. Maybe when I cool down in a week or two I might reconsider, but for the time being I want nothing to do with that site so.... sorry. ^^;;

I DO want to turn EOD into a hardcopy, but I'm not sure if I'll be using lulu.com right now, is all. I'll keep you posted. -_-;; (Knowing me, I'll just need a few weeks to calm down from my fury and the project will be resumed LOL.)

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wild_terrain: (JJ Believe)
Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
Banner (Made beautifully by love_cassiopeia
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Chapter: [16 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…

 
Trailer: CLICK TO WATCH~~

Beta =  moon1084 <3

A/N: I'm baccck. Kinda busy as a bee but aren't we all! lol. About to go out to the city with my friend to see a musical, so I better be quick! Don't wanna miss that train~ hehe enjoy!

Why do people kiss... )
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Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
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Chapter: [15 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…

 
Trailer: CLICK TO WATCH~~

Beta =  moon1084 <3

A/N:Hey y'all! Bleech, the uni semester has now started for me again. It's been an okay start (apart from melting to the ground for the boiling hot temperature down here) so hopefully I continue to survive the workload whilst keeping my sanity! Anyhoos, here is the next chapter. Hope you enjoy it! ^___^

The sky was gray... )
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Title: The Beacon; My Siren
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Chapter: [14 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…

 
Trailer: CLICK TO WATCH~~

Beta =  moon1084 <3

A/N: Eeek, only week left until my uni starts back up. I'm already pining for my freedom again lolll. ANyhoos, enough whining. Here is the update! (Are you proud of me, Rami? XD)


I thought it would feel good to... )
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Title: The Beacon; My Siren
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Chapter: [13 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…

Trailer: CLICK TO WATCH~~


Beta =  moon1084 <3

A/N: Heya guys! Here's the next chapter for you. Can't say much more coz I'm in a giant rush trying to do a million other things today. *bangs head* Enjoy!




 
I'm dripping all over your floor... )
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Title: The Beacon; My Siren
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Chapter: [12 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…

Trailer: CLICK TO WATCH~~

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A/N: Some delays with uploading this chapter in the forms of being obsessed with the Australian Open tennis grand slam TV coverage, my internet malfunctioning completely, and uni re-enrollment stress. But here I am! I'll try harder to post on time next week. XD

 
A quick glance over my shoulder... )
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Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. fi_chan)
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Chapter: [11 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary: Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…


Trailer:
 CLICK TO WATCH~~

Beta = moon1084 <3

A/N: Heyyyyyyya! ^____^ Yesh yesh, you're not going insane, I am actually back lol! No more hiatus for me (and I am welcomed back by LJ completely not cooperating with my text layout codes, so do excuse the ugliness of this entry but I'm sick to death of fiddling with LJ). Well, I must say that it's been pretty busy for me even during my fic hiatus.. I even had JaeSuChun coming to Sydney right in the middle of the time I was trying to write more fic. Talk about distractions!! But here we are with the new update. To refresh mine and everyone else's memories, I believe that during the last chapter YunJae got into a tiff and it ended up with JaeJoong braving the beach to make up with Yunho. Let's get on with the show now! Whoo whoo~


A gentle breeze rustled... )
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Hey lovelies! <3

I'm not sure whether any of you are waiting for an update to The Beacon; My Siren but I'm not sure when the next chapter is going to be posted up, to be honest. I haven't forgotten about the fic at all (it still lives and breathes in my head, that's for sure) but I haven't been able to write anything new yet. Partly due to a slight writers block, partly because I had to drop everything to study for my final Japanese exam, partly because my GAD and GERD disorders have flared up recently to extremes, and partly because all the lawsuit crap finally started wearing me down to the point where I'm not in the mood to write coz I'm too gloomy (not because I've lost faith in TVXQ or anything, but because everything is so stressful and hurts to think about). AND NOW I've gone and pulled my neck out, haven't I! I can't move it without getting bitch-slapped with a shit load of pain, and every time this happens it takes at least 2 days to heal. So, in other words, right now I'm not physically or mentally in the right state to write a lot of fanfiction at the moment... *deep sigh*

So I really do apologise for the mild hiatus, but I promise that I'm doing my best to overcome all this crap so that I can continue on with TB;MS. *salutes* :D

*hugs you all*
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Title: The Beacon; My Siren
Author: wild_terrain (ie. [profile] fi_chan )

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Chapter: [10 / ?]
Rating: MA15+
Genre: AU
[FLANGST, mystery, spirituality, romance]
Summary:
Philophobia… The fear of falling in love or being in love. I didn’t know such a thing existed until I met him… Kim JaeJoong was my age—a youthful 25 years—and the owner of a popular café, yet he was already known around town as the mysterious hermit who had chosen to completely withdraw from the world. How on earth could someone so young be afraid of loving others to the point of secluding themselves from all human beings? What was he afraid of? What was he hiding? I just didn’t understand it. And by that stage, the need to understand it was all I could think about... In fact, he was all I could think about…

Jung Yunho… For all of my life I had grown up away from the limelight. I couldn’t stand being noticed by anybody, and for a long time I thankfully never was. But then you came and suddenly you were everywhere – waving to me as I swept the café after closing, saying hello to me as you cycled past the bench I was sitting on, helping me carry my groceries inside whilst talking non-stop to me as if we were actually friends… Why are you always around making my heart thump erratically? Why do you even care? The more you try to explore this town, the more I need to step up and protect you from your own curiosity, because I know It is out there and I know It wants to harm you…

Trailer: CLICK TO WATCH~~

BETA = [livejournal.com profile] moon1084 <3

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