So much effort to analyse! No really, I'm really touched by this!
500+ words?! Holy Jae!balls O_O. I really hate it when you go to so much effort and then you click a wrong button or your finger slips on the keyboard and touches something random and then BOOM it's all gone and refresh won't work. I have such clumsy fingers so I have definitely experienced the pain *cries with you* ........*starts laughing coz it just happened XD* Somehow I opened up my bookmarks folder on the side of the screen whilst starting this sentence. You've jinxed my fingers XDDD
"God knows how dangerous thinking was…" HO MY GOD, you picked up my foreshadowing! I didn't think many people would pick it up! *gives you a basket of gold stars*
When their life was still bright, Jaejoong was satisfied with his always-perfect boyfriend Beautifully said! That is so true~. He would definitely have been comfortable with the 'perfect' Yunho and probably even proud as well. But now that the war changed parts of themselves, it's no wonder that JaeJoong would be unsatisfied with that perfect Yunho... Since JaeJoong feels he is so tainted, if he constantly sees this perrrrfect Yunho then for him there would be a huge gap between them. Tainted Jae ---------------> Perfect Yunho >< That wouldn't help his self-esteem any...
if Jaejoong could not turn back to his old self soon, Yunho would certainly leave him. (And in Jaejoong’s vision, it was clearly that he can never be the old Jaejoong again) That thought really frightened the life out of Jaejoong. Ho lordy, you said it! Yunho really seems to be all JaeJoong has (not disrespecting Min and Hangeng's companionship...but it's a different feeling obviously ^^) so if he lost Yunho's 'love' then...... okay I need to stop foreshadowing the next chapter as well XD
being able to continue your life no matter how awful it will be is the most difficult but also the most beautiful solution that someone can choose. I feel extremely admire JJ for he must have a strongest will to choose this way. Oh I feel the same way, don't you worry! I have a feeling I'd be much weaker in that situation...not that I wish to imagine myself in a sitation like that >< And I believe Yunho was trying to tell JaeJoong that as well - he admired him for that strength above anything else *melts* Awww, but it's great to admire people :D
It totally drove MY beloved Yunho crazy (hehe…let me call YH mine just this time, huh??? Ouchhh~ don’t kick my butt…wahwahhh..it hurts =____=) bwahahaha, you are hilarious! That wasn't me kicking your ass, I was sitting here laughing. Must have been JaeJoong ^_~
he was not really ready to accept that naked fact. Ooh yes. Maybe sometime in the future he'd find out more when both of them have been able to distance themselves from that horrible atmosphere. Or maybe, as JaeJoong is suggesting, it really is better to leave well alone and just live life. *shrugs* <-- doesn't know which is better either XD
His confused mind was really create many weird and funny thoughts. kekeke, what can I say! JaeJoong gets really melodramatic when he's angry XD
Huzz, I want badly to know who was the luckiest human being witnessing YunJae’s hot making out. *coughs and blushes* errr...ahh...yeh... That was er.... me. HAHHAHAHAH!!!!
OMGGGG~ but pray that person was not YH’s superior or else our dear major would become a dead meat for sure TT______TT For surreeeee, girlfriend! I shudder to think of the ramifications Yunho would have to endure if he even got into deep trouble. Military rules are so scary! T_T
Happy Sunday right back at ya, my darling!! <3333
Gahh sorry if this comment is weak. To be honest, there was probably a whole lot more I could have said BUT there was a reason I had to keep it inside my brain... You see you actually preempted a big part of the next chapter in your comment so I couldn't let certain things slip. Isn't your brain just amazing ^_~
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So much effort to analyse! No really, I'm really touched by this!
500+ words?! Holy Jae!balls O_O. I really hate it when you go to so much effort and then you click a wrong button or your finger slips on the keyboard and touches something random and then BOOM it's all gone and refresh won't work. I have such clumsy fingers so I have definitely experienced the pain *cries with you*
........*starts laughing coz it just happened XD* Somehow I opened up my bookmarks folder on the side of the screen whilst starting this sentence. You've jinxed my fingers XDDD
"God knows how dangerous thinking was…"
HO MY GOD, you picked up my foreshadowing! I didn't think many people would pick it up! *gives you a basket of gold stars*
When their life was still bright, Jaejoong was satisfied with his always-perfect boyfriend
Beautifully said! That is so true~. He would definitely have been comfortable with the 'perfect' Yunho and probably even proud as well. But now that the war changed parts of themselves, it's no wonder that JaeJoong would be unsatisfied with that perfect Yunho... Since JaeJoong feels he is so tainted, if he constantly sees this perrrrfect Yunho then for him there would be a huge gap between them.
Tainted Jae ---------------> Perfect Yunho ><
That wouldn't help his self-esteem any...
if Jaejoong could not turn back to his old self soon, Yunho would certainly leave him. (And in Jaejoong’s vision, it was clearly that he can never be the old Jaejoong again) That thought really frightened the life out of Jaejoong.
Ho lordy, you said it! Yunho really seems to be all JaeJoong has (not disrespecting Min and Hangeng's companionship...but it's a different feeling obviously ^^) so if he lost Yunho's 'love' then...... okay I need to stop foreshadowing the next chapter as well XD
being able to continue your life no matter how awful it will be is the most difficult but also the most beautiful solution that someone can choose. I feel extremely admire JJ for he must have a strongest will to choose this way.
Oh I feel the same way, don't you worry! I have a feeling I'd be much weaker in that situation...not that I wish to imagine myself in a sitation like that ><
And I believe Yunho was trying to tell JaeJoong that as well - he admired him for that strength above anything else *melts*
Awww, but it's great to admire people :D
It totally drove MY beloved Yunho crazy (hehe…let me call YH mine just this time, huh??? Ouchhh~ don’t kick my butt…wahwahhh..it hurts =____=)
bwahahaha, you are hilarious! That wasn't me kicking your ass, I was sitting here laughing. Must have been JaeJoong ^_~
he was not really ready to accept that naked fact.
Ooh yes. Maybe sometime in the future he'd find out more when both of them have been able to distance themselves from that horrible atmosphere. Or maybe, as JaeJoong is suggesting, it really is better to leave well alone and just live life. *shrugs* <-- doesn't know which is better either XD
His confused mind was really create many weird and funny thoughts.
kekeke, what can I say! JaeJoong gets really melodramatic when he's angry XD
Huzz, I want badly to know who was the luckiest human being witnessing YunJae’s hot making out.
*coughs and blushes* errr...ahh...yeh... That was er.... me. HAHHAHAHAH!!!!
OMGGGG~ but pray that person was not YH’s superior or else our dear major would become a dead meat for sure TT______TT
For surreeeee, girlfriend! I shudder to think of the ramifications Yunho would have to endure if he even got into deep trouble. Military rules are so scary! T_T
Happy Sunday right back at ya, my darling!! <3333
Gahh sorry if this comment is weak. To be honest, there was probably a whole lot more I could have said BUT there was a reason I had to keep it inside my brain... You see you actually preempted a big part of the next chapter in your comment so I couldn't let certain things slip. Isn't your brain just amazing ^_~
*huggle*