Ahhh Nic, my love, my muffin, my toffee apple, my companion, I am sorrrrrry T_T
Kinda glad I wasn't on MSN at that stage our I would have most likely copped a bitch slap :P
Yeh... I feel so bad for both of their POVs. Seeing your lover suffer and not know what to do about it VS suffering and thinking you are worth nothing. AHH why do I do this to my characters, whyyyyyy T_T
Honestly, I feel like smacking Jae real hard to wake him up and tell him to open his eyes and see....that Yunho is sincere with his feelings and love him all the same for all his flaws, imperfections and even "impurities". This is true, this is true. But it's hard convincing yourself when you're that paranoid. It'll take time for him I guess so find a stable foot again. Healing isn't going to happen overnight but if Yunho shows his sincerity for long enough Jae will have no choice but to fully believe with all his heart, yeh? ^_^
I think Yunho loves Jae more after his assaults for trying to rpotect his purity from being invaded to the point of impossible and for staying alive and braving the days. I'd say so~. Shit I'm getting my chapters mixed up and can't remember if a Yunho quote was from this one or the next one....okay yep it was this chapter LOL, he confides that he feels admiration rather than repulsion. Go Yunnie, go! I need a boy like him, haha
I would think Yunho would have blame himself more for not being able to protect the one that he love... Damn straight. You'll get to see later on how that paranoia still effects him T_T
Aww you remember how he saved his lips! *hands you a shiny gold star* XD. JaeJoong does need to think more balanced - yes the hard things are effecting him a lot but there are also positive points as well which he hasn't even seemed to have acknowledged. Joongie... T_T
I hope the serious mood doesn't last too long or I'll start to feel guilty ><
Thanks for your beautiful comment! <33 *hugs and blows your nose*
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Date: 2008-04-19 07:55 am (UTC)Kinda glad I wasn't on MSN at that stage our I would have most likely copped a bitch slap :P
Yeh... I feel so bad for both of their POVs. Seeing your lover suffer and not know what to do about it VS suffering and thinking you are worth nothing. AHH why do I do this to my characters, whyyyyyy T_T
Honestly, I feel like smacking Jae real hard to wake him up and tell him to open his eyes and see....that Yunho is sincere with his feelings and love him all the same for all his flaws, imperfections and even "impurities".
This is true, this is true. But it's hard convincing yourself when you're that paranoid. It'll take time for him I guess so find a stable foot again. Healing isn't going to happen overnight but if Yunho shows his sincerity for long enough Jae will have no choice but to fully believe with all his heart, yeh? ^_^
I think Yunho loves Jae more after his assaults for trying to rpotect his purity from being invaded to the point of impossible and for staying alive and braving the days.
I'd say so~. Shit I'm getting my chapters mixed up and can't remember if a Yunho quote was from this one or the next one....okay yep it was this chapter LOL, he confides that he feels admiration rather than repulsion. Go Yunnie, go! I need a boy like him, haha
I would think Yunho would have blame himself more for not being able to protect the one that he love...
Damn straight. You'll get to see later on how that paranoia still effects him T_T
Aww you remember how he saved his lips! *hands you a shiny gold star* XD. JaeJoong does need to think more balanced - yes the hard things are effecting him a lot but there are also positive points as well which he hasn't even seemed to have acknowledged. Joongie... T_T
I hope the serious mood doesn't last too long or I'll start to feel guilty ><
Thanks for your beautiful comment! <33
*hugs and blows your nose*