The Abyss of thoughts

jae's self-fulfilling prophecy right? it's true though, he's allowed himself to build an entire theory of cursed evil that's out to get him. he really did go too far with touching yunho's pills after yunho explained everything to him. at this point he's just become selfishly motivated and there's really nothing yunho can do until jae's out of that mindset. in a perfect world, yunho would stay and fight his battles, but reality is that he really needs to take care of himself and distance himself from people who would sabotage his own healing. i'm really sad that it's come to this, but without pain, there's no growth. jae's chosen not to grow and i really can't blame yunho for leaving the person that's causing him to stagnate. i'm really disappointed in how it turned out for the pair of them, but there's still a part 3 for them to sort it out. i'm a bit iffy about the curse now since yunho's seen glimpses of it, but i wonder how much of that is fabricated because we see it in jae's pov. i do think that jae suffers from delusions of persecution though, and he should probably get treated.