okay...at least you made it clear that YH really didn't know whether Jaejoong is alive or dead...i was pissed last time cuz i thot he knew and yet he still decided to mope and not contact him....I'm still a little disappointed that Yunho would rather live life not knowing instead of grasping on to the hope that he's still alive tho....like how could he "give up" so easily right? anyways, I can't wait for YH to finally come back to his senses and be there for Jaejoong like he's suppose to be....will this fic be over soon or is there still several more chapters to go? Looking forward to your next update=)