O.K Now my mind is a mess. What the hell really happened ? o_O
First, thank you for updating, and Yunho is a crazy crazy mess here but I can totally understand. His mind couldn't bear the idea of losing Jaejoong so it went crazy. I think I would be the same if one day I lose someone I really love. Yunho seems to be totally lost, however thanks to Junsu things seem to get a little bit better, even if it's just a little bit.
Yunho is mixing reality and dream and Jaejoong thinks their relationship is over, too much Angst in there !! T__T My poor heart ! But I know yunjae will always win ;)
We can see that Yunho's mind is going to get better, especially in the end, but hell, I'm like him, I'm so confused ! Yes he had those premonitions, yes maybe Damien was trying to ask him to take care of Jaejoong. Jaejoong went in the water because he wanted to overcome his fear, right ? But why did he go so far? Did Jaejoong see something ? And if he just wanted to overcome his fear by going as far as possible, then what happened ? Did the sand disapear?
Yunho asked himself the same questions, but more importantly his thought went to Damien. Why so suddenly? Damien who drown? And thinking about this, Yunho nearly had a heart attack ? WHY ? did he think that Damien's spirit is trying to kill Jaejoong ? OMG I HOPE NOT ! I'm so damn afraid about ghosts T____T *shivers*
What if it was Damien ? No impossible, he appeared in Yunho's dreams and said "please help Jayden" over and over again... He wouldn't kill his own brother, right ? So who ? The thing who killed Damien maybe ? But if something or someone killed him does it wants Jaejoong ? Why ? And is "it" only in the water ? OMG I'm going crazy LMAO.
Damien's ghost isn't meanright ? because thinking that in the ocean a dead hand maybe grabbed Jaejoong's ankle and drown him, I'm sure I will get nightmares all night long. T_T
But now things are going to get better, right ? I can't wait to see yunjae together again, I can't wait to see Yunho's face when he will see Jaejoong alive, he will not believe it until he see it. Now he has hallucinations, the sadness is eating him alive. I felt so sad for him.
After this, Yunjae will try to understand what happened, and of course, they will do something about it. If something is trying to get to Jaejoong they had to stop it, right ? When we will know a little bit more about this "thing", we'll understand everything, or at least, try to.
I'm calling it "thing" because I don't know how to name it. I mean, in every chater I feel like a shadow is here, observing them, waiting to strike, waiting to get to Jaejoong. Am I crazy ? LOL
Thank youuuuu for updating !!! I was waiting for it. How is your essay going ? I hope it's fine.
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Date: 2011-05-13 08:32 pm (UTC)Now my mind is a mess. What the hell really happened ? o_O
First, thank you for updating, and Yunho is a crazy crazy mess here but I can totally understand. His mind couldn't bear the idea of losing Jaejoong so it went crazy. I think I would be the same if one day I lose someone I really love. Yunho seems to be totally lost, however thanks to Junsu things seem to get a little bit better, even if it's just a little bit.
Yunho is mixing reality and dream and Jaejoong thinks their relationship is over, too much Angst in there !! T__T My poor heart ! But I know yunjae will always win ;)
We can see that Yunho's mind is going to get better, especially in the end, but hell, I'm like him, I'm so confused ! Yes he had those premonitions, yes maybe Damien was trying to ask him to take care of Jaejoong.
Jaejoong went in the water because he wanted to overcome his fear, right ? But why did he go so far? Did Jaejoong see something ? And if he just wanted to overcome his fear by going as far as possible, then what happened ? Did the sand disapear?
Yunho asked himself the same questions, but more importantly his thought went to Damien. Why so suddenly? Damien who drown? And thinking about this, Yunho nearly had a heart attack ? WHY ? did he think that Damien's spirit is trying to kill Jaejoong ? OMG I HOPE NOT ! I'm so damn afraid about ghosts T____T *shivers*
What if it was Damien ? No impossible, he appeared in Yunho's dreams and said "please help Jayden" over and over again... He wouldn't kill his own brother, right ? So who ? The thing who killed Damien maybe ? But if something or someone killed him does it wants Jaejoong ? Why ? And is "it" only in the water ? OMG I'm going crazy LMAO.
Damien's ghost isn't meanright ? because thinking that in the ocean a dead hand maybe grabbed Jaejoong's ankle and drown him, I'm sure I will get nightmares all night long. T_T
But now things are going to get better, right ? I can't wait to see yunjae together again, I can't wait to see Yunho's face when he will see Jaejoong alive, he will not believe it until he see it. Now he has hallucinations, the sadness is eating him alive. I felt so sad for him.
After this, Yunjae will try to understand what happened, and of course, they will do something about it. If something is trying to get to Jaejoong they had to stop it, right ? When we will know a little bit more about this "thing", we'll understand everything, or at least, try to.
I'm calling it "thing" because I don't know how to name it. I mean, in every chater I feel like a shadow is here, observing them, waiting to strike, waiting to get to Jaejoong. Am I crazy ? LOL
Thank youuuuu for updating !!! I was waiting for it. How is your essay going ? I hope it's fine.
Thank you again ~~
PS : this comment is sooo long ! XD Sorry !